listening to faithless and i feel like im opening... lyrics that blow my mind! a sort of wisdom. like its divine? outside of the religious. away from the fictitious, its delicious or am i just dilerious from this lack of sleep. spending nights, whole nights, all nights...

listening to words. watching the beats. the sun wakes the birds, churp churp on the streets. i didnt sleep cause im in too deep, in this ocean. slipping into new waters with loss of emotion. dipping into new waters, are we just beginners?

i have this vision, but its full of flame. its without a mission and no one is to blame? another random flux where people loose big bucks. Its to help them though, its meant to cause pain. Its to show them though, that everything is the same. years ago it was the same... eons go it was the same... in the futre? its gunna be the same...

but shhhhh.... its gunna be ok, go turn on your tv. watch your soaps as i run away from this hope that someone else will do it for you. an obscure view, but i must endure too.
this random flux

(a working progress)